feelings overcame me today
knowing you're with someone else,
i kinda felt jealous and anxious
jealous its not me
anxious if he treated u well or not
just made my heart skip a beat and breathe harder
hope he's treating you the way u are supposed to be treated
everytime i see you smile, it brightens my life
and everytime i see you in misery, i hope to share your pain
you may only think of us as friends,i just hope to be more.....
REALITY
1:44 AM
Thursday, October 21, 2010
I thank you for the great times
thx for knowing
its time i stepped away
and continue my journey
i dunno if u said anything involving me on your FB
i just gotta take it that its kinda coincidence we were referring to the same thing
but still i think it happened when we were strangers in this small world
shyness,nervousness and concern are just behavioral
its what my heart felt thats real
from 10 out of 10i know now is not the time cuz your heart is with someone else - 1point
i m not your only choice - 1point
afraid of failure - 1point
plus i wonder if i m right for you - 1point
"maybe i should just ...?" came up in my mind - 1point
i know i m nt great looking , - 1point
i have no courage to say,- 1point
i'm in confident - 1point
i dunno how to express - 1point
i dun wan people to see us badly because of me -1point
i just scored 0/10 me taking my steps back doesn't mean i give up
its just so that you can breathe better
so take care
cause i know ur gonna do just fine
jiayou
and know if u look back
i will always smile and wave when u do
and if u step backwards i'll be right here waiting hoping lik what you have said,
god throws me that pass.
REALITY
2:44 AM
Monday, October 11, 2010
I'm just gonna give up....
REALITY
12:46 AM
I don't know if i'm pushing it
sorry if i bring myself forward to quickly
i might have scared you
so i'll step back for awhile
for you to breathe and for you to live
REALITY
12:33 AM
Saturday, October 9, 2010
HAHA lets do it all again:)
REALITY
11:07 PM
We Swam
We Makan
We chats
We bowled
AHAHAHAHAH!
REALITY
11:05 PM
We Prawned
We Flied
We Rode
Let do it again
REALITY
10:59 PM
Friday, October 8, 2010
really, i dunno anymore....
shud i even be interacting....
i feel like leaving is best....
REALITY
12:51 AM
Thursday, October 7, 2010
i just dunno to ask....
or to just let go....
Mind Dead....
REALITY
2:06 AM
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Had so much fun biking at Ubin :)
But everytime you slows down, i would slow myself down too, to follow your pace
To hear you wanting someone to wait for you, i volunteer to be that someone,
hoping to do it for more then the sake of us being just friends and to become something more....
REALITY
10:56 AM
Monday, October 4, 2010
its harder to say then to show....
REALITY
8:59 PM
Saturday, October 2, 2010
We are just so close
but feels like its miles apart
REALITY
11:42 PM
JENNY
